i got a tat today and it was..... anti climatic. well tbh i was in a really unstable state of mind when i decided to get it fuck it was the night after i reactivated facebook and finally checked all my notifications HAHAh i was like fuck it im gonna go destroy my life gonna go out with a fucking bang FUCK EVERYTHING bc everything was fucking piling up and it was irritating as hell i hate caring what the fuck so i transferred some money into my main bank account, asked a close friend out, searched around for a harry potter tattoo design i relatively liked, and headed off.






i dont regret it at all, its really really pretty i just hope none of my family members find out-

ehhhh the reason why i put that particular quote and specifically on my thigh is bc of my scars and the way i've been treating life in general. "it does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live." i need to stop living in some fucking fantasy imagination fueled life and start remembering that this is reality and my decisions have weight on not only my life but others' as well, i need to start looking at the pleasures of life, and stop daydreaming stop daydreaming stop daydreaming about "some day", "that day"